1st step

dear you,

when the 1st time i saw u, u r as big as a blueberry fruit. so small and fragile. and ur heart beats so fast, it feels so unreal having u inside. 

and that time, i couldn't believe that u r ours. we have seen this picture for millions time already, but seeing u feels like 1st time. 

ur nenek was describing to me ur body parts. not too much is there yet, but u r a wonder to me. 

we were exhilarated yet so many questions starting to pop up into our mind. so many things will need to be changed, and so many preparations need to be done. 

dear you, 

we may be not d perfect parents to be for you. we have flaws. yet we want u so much. there will be times i have to work so hard that u have to bear with me. stay strong together as we go through this 9 months together. 

and yes, i am scared dear. i am scared that i may not be capable of doing all of these. but insyaAllah, we pray together that Allah will bring us through this.